Saturday, April 30, 2011

Meethu - A short Story

She was chubby, and they called her healthy. But Meethu did not care. She was a fun loving girl, off to explore the big world and she hoped that she would have a lot of fun doing that.

Meethu entered the college and on the first day she met Jamit - an aspiring film maker boy of 17 years. Jamit introduced her to all his friends but soon Meethu found that no one talked with her. She was different. She was too rude for them. She talked too much and too in the face.

She found that no one cared and she was all alone. She ate alone in the canteen. She walked alone from college to the parking lot and she worked alone for assignments and class work.

She soon stopped talking with other people. She also lost interest in classes. She stopped coming to college. No one noticed. Not the professors, not her colleagues or not even Jamit.

No idea where she went. But she left town.

A few years passed. Jamit became an independent film director and producer.

He made a movie called Dreams and hopes.
It was about a girl and how the world crushes her spirit. The movie did quite well in the independent cinema category and it won in Asian film festival. As he went to receive the award. He saw that a small girl of 8 years who stopped him and even though he had not seen her before the girl looked familiar.

 She looked at him and she gave him a wicked eye.

He was stunned. He still went to pick the award and thanked a whole bunch of people.

Suddenly a voice asked , "How about Meethu... what about thank you Meethu"

It was the same small girl who had stopped him a moment before.

"Meethu... as in from college - the chubby Meethu ?"

"Yeah my mom Meethu"

"what did she do"

"she was the idea behind your movie"

"no no dreams and hopes is an original idea"

"No, it isnt, you were in college with my Mom, see I have a photograph"

"So what if I was in college with her. She was an acquaintance and that was it"



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Meethu left going to college. She needed help and she knew it. She talked to herself. She locked herself up in a room and wrote long letters. She went out every evening to post those letters. No one knew to whom she wrote them. No one even cared.

After 3 weeks of this silent and reserved behaviour, Meethu took flight one day -(she left the city without a plan, with out a place in mind). The year was 1982. She reached Delhi. Delhi was cold. She shivered. She was running out of money and thus the options.

But she was now more confident of herself having travelled so far alone and she thought she would fight this out too. She got a temporary job in the Asian games in the reception.
It helped her gain confidence. And soon after the games she got another job at a hotel.

She worked hard in the day and started going to night college. Eventually she was a graduate . She was now back to her chirpy best again.

Then one day she met one man. She liked him. He seemed to like her as well and they made love. Next day she woke up and he was gone. She felt bad. She felt used. But she was not going to let this affect her. She kept her hopes and did her best work at the hotel. She was promoted to manager. Thats when she noticed that she was about to become a mom. She took it as a challenge and was thus an unwed mother. It was hard being a unwed mother as society in the 1980's was very rigid.

Then as raising her daughter was not easy, she sent her to a boarding school.

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The boarding school went to the Asian Film Festival in its trip at Goa.

Thats when the daughter and Jamit met.

Even though the movie Dreams and hopes showed the dreams of the girl getting crushed. The little girl knew now that dreams can not crushed if you have belief. They just get altered - in to a form you never thought before.

The 17 year old Meethu would have never thought of being a successful independent single mom as her dream yet she was as happy as she could be now.

Jamit would never really get the complete story nor his friend back and yet he was happy with his life and work.

And the little girl was now a fun loving girl, off to explore the big world and she was proud of her mom.


Thursday, April 28, 2011

Pune Watch - Friends Unlimited

Time is almost as fickle as mind. Lately it seems more so. I intend to capture some of the experiences I had in the last two years and some beyond that. This is part 4. Part 1 was about FC Road and JM road. Part II was about Old Pune. Part III was about emerging Pune.

So what do I love about Pune. Strangely I do love this city even when I am alone. But I love my friends and I had some amazing moments with them.


These lines are from one poem I wrote on friendship
"Like soft sheets of paper glued together
We became hard as a cardboard
This cardboard of friendship
so soft, so brittle and yet so hard

We were individuals and yet we were one
Helping each other (papers) in life's battle Scars.
Sharing moments with lighter hearts."

So for me Pune was a city which felt good because of people. I met strangers too during my journey in Pune and the kind of responses I got from them were admirable. Its a matter of choice on how you look at things and all things said and done the experiences were good.

From hopping buses at a whim, to watching back to back movies, to suddenly changing directions to go and do new things and to search for a friend in a crowd with no mobile (similar to finding a needle in a hay stack) and buying certain (crazy)  things which made people think that we had lost our minds.
What we did lose though was our inhibitions and our doubts.

I don't know anything else but as I sign off on the topic of Pune - I would say I liked the last two years. Liked them with the friends I made for better or for worse .

By Ninad Tatke




Saturday, April 02, 2011

You have the ability to change your stars.

World can seem like a very depressing place. People love to be greedy and selfish. It seems thus that your fortunes are at whims and fancies of other people.

They can be. But they should not be. You have to go on doing your job to the best of your ability, you have to recognize and grab opportunities as and when you see them and you have to always remember that you have the ability to change your stars if you work hard towards a goal and have faith in yourself.